Existential Ponder

As I sat here this morning, spiralling through the ever dancing play of emptiness and form.

I asked myself, "what the actual fuck am I doing here?"

Like, am I just here to enjoy this Divine Game of Lila, and be a child of the universe..? They say Joy is meant to be the highest vibration..

Or do I have some kind of Fundamental Purpose? Like did I sign a contract before entering this sphere of reality, which I need to remember and always adhere to?

Or.. Am I here on a mission? To help bring about some big worldly change? Here to assist this world in making some great dimensional leap into higher density..? Maybe..

Or am I simply here to express and create? Shakespeare did say "The world is a stage"..

Or am I here to serve and support my fellow selves? All for one, and one for all..? That could be it..

Or am I here to just be...? Find stillness, and equanimity in all things great or small..? That does feel very Zen.

So I then asked myself; Ok, If I was God and this was my Great cosmic playground of infinite potential, what would I do first?

The first answer that came to mind, was to build a kingdom.

Ok, grounding and comfort, that makes sense.

And then what?

Empty yourself of all the things that doesn’t serve you, and then shine your truth.

Right, "Fill up my cup" got it.

And then what?

Connect with your tribe, and community, and then help them do number 1 and 2.

Great, then we're all shining!

And then what?

Do what you love, whilst doing all of the above.

Of course. Great. Got it. Good. Back on track.